Sometimes I remind myself that I almost skipped the party, that I almost went to a different college, that the whim of a minute could have changed everything and everyone. Our lives, so settled, so specific, are built on happenstance.

thelovelybonesdiary:

this disorder is exhausting and im not sure how much longer i can keep doing this but im too fat for recovery to be an option so i’m just gonna remain in this cycle until someone stops me

everything in me aches.

(via c0nejitababy)